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Name: Cami
Birthday: 3/30/1972
Gender: Female


Interests: My biggest interest is serving Jesus Christ! Next would be my family. I am very Pro-Life and find it an honor to stand up for the pre-born. I love reading good Christian fiction, Lori Wick and Karen Kingsbury are my favorite, and I also enjoy romance novels as long as they aren't too "detailed". I love all different styles of music Christian, country, some 80's, and some 90's. A song can touch me more than a thousand spoken words sometimes. I love going to church. I also love to cook, bake goodies for my family, work in our yard, and occasionally do some cross stitch. And I am a sucker for a good romance movie.
Expertise: Being my husbands best friend and being determined. I'm also a good cook!
Occupation: Homemaker
Industry: Family


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Friday, April 16, 2010

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The Lost Duke of Wyndham (Two Dukes of Wyndham, Book 1)
By Julia Quinn
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Been a while, huh?

Wow! I can't believe how long it has been since I have been on Xanga! I would love to catch up with some of you. Come find me on Facebook! Search for Cami Cornwell (Cami Bryant). Life has changed A LOT!!


Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Just some thoughts...

Friday, June 6th would have been my mom's 54th birthday. It's going to be a rough day. I miss her so much at times. I had some unresolved issues with her when she died and that makes things even harder. And then I still beat myself up for putting her in the nursing facilty where she died. I keep thinking, "If I would have kept taking care of her she might have fought harder." It was like once she was there she gave up. I know my sister and I made the decision together but if I would have said we should keep caring for her then Tab would have agreed. It was really my decision. I feel like I failed her. She took care of me so many times and I couldn't even repay her. I had stomach issues as a child and she got up in the middle of the night every time I was throwing up, even when I was a teenager. She would hold my hair, wipe my face with a cold cloth and pray for me. When I had kids she was always right there to help me. When I had a migraine she would cook for me and take care of the kids. Why couldn't I take care of her in her home for those few last days? Death is so final. You can't go back and change things. Sometimes I just miss the way she felt when she would hug me. She was always so soft. I remember one night while she was in the nursing facility I set up her portable dvd player and put in her favorite Crabb Family DVD. I pulled a chair up right next to her bed and put her guard rail down. Then I leaned over and laid my head on her shoulder. I knew I wasn't going to be able to feel that feeling ever again. I laid there for as long as I could just soaking up the feeling of laying my head on my mama. A CNA came in, one of the sweet, older ones. She said, "Oh honey, I didn't even see you there." Then she got tears in her eyes and left the room. I never told anyone about that moment. Mom had quit speaking at that point. But I like to think she knew I was there. I will never forget the way she felt.

I love and miss you, Mom.


Tuesday, January 22, 2008

My Mama

   Sorry it has been so long since I have been around. I'm sure a lot of you have given up on me. things have been really busy since Oct. when my mom had her last surgery. I don't have the strength to go into all the detail but to sum it up:

   Mom had surgery on Oct. 15 which was another tumor de-baulking surgery. 7 days later she had to have another surgery because in the one on the 15th the surgeon nicked the colon causing feces to spill into my mother's abdomen. Which in turn cause a horrendous infection. We are still very angry that it took them one whole week, with her in the hospital the whole time and running a high temp, to find the infection. There was a lot of negligence involved. Anyway, mom never did recover and passed away last Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 4:15am. Me, my sister and our dad were all with her. I am so thankful for that. Tab and I said our goodbyes and as she took her last breath I was reading her favorite scripture, Psalm 91, to her quietly in her ear. Pray for us over these next two weeks as we clean out her apartment, sort through her things and have her Celebration of Life service. She is being cremated and her cremains will be split three ways, one urn for me, one for my sister and we will take the third amount of remains and spread them at the Oregon coast, where mom loved to be.

   Thank you all for your prayers and support over the years and thank you for the ones I now you will say in the future. You are all a blessing to me.

    I wrote this in peach as it was mom's favorite color.

Psalm 91

 1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

 2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

 3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.

 4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

 5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;

 6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.

 7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.

 8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

 9 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

 10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

 11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.

 12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.

 13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.

 14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

 15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.

 16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.


Thursday, June 14, 2007

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The King of Queens - The Complete First Season
By King of Queens
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Mom's surgery

Mom had her procedure done yesterday. The doctor feels confident that he injected the three main arteries that were feeding the tumor in her liver. He injected chemo drugs directly into the cancer on the liver. I talked with her last night and she is doing real well. They may let her come home today instead of being there the 3-5 days they had suggested. Thank you for your prayers. Please continue praying that the cancer will not spread any farther.

Today is my baby girls 10th birthday! The years go too fast.


Saturday, June 09, 2007

Currently Reading
The Duke And I (Bridgerton Series, Bk. 1)
By Julia Quinn
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This and that

SCHOOL IS OUT!!!!!  YES!!!

Ok, just had to get that out of the way. It's just as much of a break for me as it is my kids. If not more!

So for an update on mom...she's doing chemo right now, once a month. She is also waiting to hear from the radiologist for an appointment to admit her to the hospital for 3-5 days while they put a cathiter in her groin in order to shoot chemo directly into the contaminated part of the liver. It's a fairly new procedure to be done on the liver. Please keep her in your prayers. Her liver has really started hurting too.

A little bit of news...my niece Cassie is pregnant and giving the baby up for adoption...to one of my best friends! It's a good thing all around. Cass is not ready to be a mom. She isn't stable right now, financially. Plus she wants to go to college. Danielle, my friend, has three boys and has always wanted a fourth child. But due to complications with her other births she couldn't have anymore. This will be another boy. Cassie is doing pretty good about it so far. She has gotten really close to Danielle, which is good. Danielle has said she will be as open as Cass is comfortable with with the whole adoption thing. Keep them in your prayers also.

Well, not much else to tell for now. My little girl will turn 10 next Thursday and then July 3rd Bry will be 15! EEEeeekkk!!! He'll be able to drive. Oh well, I think he will do fine. TTFN



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